Hidupku, matiku hanya untuk Allah.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Rasul s.a.w berkhutbah; "Wahai umatku, kita semua dalam kekuasaan ALLAH SWT dan cinta kasihNYA maka taat dan bertaqwalah kepadaNYA. Ku wariskan dua perkara kepada kalian, Al Qur'an dan Sunnahku. Siapa yang mencintai Sunnahku, bererti mencintaiku dan kelak orang-orang yang mencintaiku akan masuk syurga bersama-sama aku." Peganganku dan pegangan kamu, Al- Quran wa Sunnah. Kekasihku dan kekasih kamu, Allah dan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. Luang-luangkanlah masa, fikir-fikirkanlah cara. Menambahkan cinta kepada Rabbi dan Sayyidi. Diri ini hanya manusia. Diingatkan dan mengingatkan perkara biasa. Sungguh menyayangi antum saudara seIslamku. Namun kadang-kadang cintaku bagaikan cinta reranting kepada api. Diri hendak berkorban, maka terbakar. Adakah patut menjauhkan diri kembali? Wallahua'lam.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. My siblings and I were exposed to cartoons as soon as ASTRO were promoted. It might be the cause we never go out and play at the park just outside our house. Mind you, for serious, I didn't have those you called; childhood friends. I do, as the matter of fact, had imaginary friends. It isn't all about friendship I want to type about. It is about maturity; the level of it and when people normally will be called matured enough. It took me quiet a while to accomplish an acceptable public maturity level. Because I might had been too serious during my childhood days until I was 12, then when I moved on the my teen years, I reversed my maturity process. And there might be, I believe, something to do with my voice. Alhamdulillah, not everyone will hear my voice ;D Once I read that when we were young, we will prefer to support Jerry (as in Tom & Jerry) for its intelligent to escape Toms' trials to catch it. However, we will feel so...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. When I was Form 5, I conducted a performance for Teachers Day. I chose the song; accidentally in love. Somehow, I just remembered it. I was thinking to myself just now. I asked myself, “In Islam, is love probihited or not?” What I meant with love was the feelings between normal teenagers nowadays. Among brothers and sisters. I know for a fact, in Islamic point of view, love is after nikah. Love is after marriage. However, if you are about to marry someone, you most probably will marry the one whom you like. Again, I know, there were cases where people doesn't know each other and yet still happily married. But, it doesn't apply to most of a million of other cases. The probability of marrying someone whom we already like is higher than to marry with an unknown someone. So is it wrong to be in love before marriage? For me, I don't think it is wrong but it truly depends on how you handle the feeling you called love. I prefe...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. I went home last Friday, I came back this morning. It is hard. I thought, the travels that I had went through was enough. I was proven wrong. I got lost. It was terrifying at first. The bus I stepped into went to another direction that I wasn't familiar with. The bus stopped in the middle of Kuala Lumpur. I walked around. I found my way biiznillah. I stayed at the Central for hours as I was waiting for my younger brother to arrive from Ipoh. We got separated. Thus I arrived at home minutes after 10 p.m. I left CFS after Zohr. This morning I got into another bus to go to talaqqi. And as usual the bus was packed with foreigners. Most of them were men. Usually people will keep their distance with me but this morning was different thus I felt sick and I regretted I ever boarded into the bus. I asked the bus to stop and I stepped out. I haven't even arrive at my destination. And there was more men at the bus stop, so I quickly stepped into a...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. It was a more than a year ago, when I was in high school, my English teacher, Mrs Messie, instructed me and my friends to write an essay. She wrote the question on the board (we still use chalks). "If you have the chance to be anyone in the world. Who will you be and why?" I did not quite remember my reaction, but I do remember that I wasn't thinking too much. I already had a pen in my hand thus I wrote, "I want to be a teacher." Remembering that, and founded the evidence in my old school book made me... think. For me right here, right now, being an Engineering student who struggle with the world to achieve a good CGPA every semester, I couldn't think of what I was thinking back then when I was 16? A teacher? I knew it was my dream and still is but it was a chance to be anyone in the world and I straight away go for a teacher? I thought a lot about this during the day and I finally found the answer. I was being, simp...

Dengan nama Allah, yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang. Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan kami, Rasulullah s.a.w. Hasil karya, Umairah Hawani. Hijab. Ahlam duduk di situ. Di atas kerusi di hadapan Mahallah Khadijah. Dia di bawah bayang-bayangan pohon di situ, di hadapannya Mahallah Umar al-Khattab dan padang CFS. Dia melihat ke atas, melihat pohon. Cermin mata dibuka, dan yang hanya dilihat hanya warna hijau yang kabur. Sedikit dia bersedih hati kerana nikmat Allah yang diberikan untuk melihat telah dipersia-siakan. Penglihatannya semakin teruk, bermula saat dia kecil kerana terlalu banyak membaca buku di dalam gelap. Tika dia di situ buat beberapa ketika, dia dikejutkan dengan ucapan salam. Dia menjawab lalu berpaling, melihat si pemberi salam. Dia memakai cermin matanya kembali. “Nur,” tegur Ahlam sambil tersenyum. “Anti buat apa di sini?” tanya Nur. Dia duduk di sebelah Ahlam. “Sedang menunggu azan, kadang kala di bilik tidak dengar. Sebentar lagi sudah azan,...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Buat sahabat, yang ku cintai kerana Allah untuk Allah. Buat Nur Izzati, Aimi Diyana, Nur Khairunnisa', Fatihah Izzah, Nurul Nasuha dan Fathin Athirah. Saatnya diri melangkah ke CFS IIUM, niatku terbahagi kepada beberapa. Yang paling utama, diri ke sini kerana Allah. Kemudiannya, diri ke sini untuk menimba ilmu. Dan, diri ke sini untuk mencari rakan seperjuangan seIslam. Sahabat, semenjak hari pertama, ada dua saja manusia yang ku tahu dan ku kenal. Kedua-duanya dari sekolah lamaku dan diizinkan bertemu di sini walau berbeza pengajian. Kemudiannya, empat lagi ku berjumpa dari sekolah yang satu lagi dan hanya seorang sama pengajian denganku. Teringat saat, ketika duduk di dalam bilik, menghafal satu persatu nama kalian. Izzati dan Aimi ku kenal di bilik, yang lainnya di bilik sebelah. Entah kenapa, tergerak hati untuk berkenalan walaupun hakikatnya hati lebih senang sendiri. Sahabat, sepanjang semester pertama, kawan ya...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. I won't wish, that my days will be easier. I will only pray, to my One and Only, Allah s.w.t that He will always be there. Listening to every word I shall say. Innallaha ma'ana. A week before, it was on Sunday and all the students regiestered at their respective mahallah. There was I, among the others who went out, stood there waiting for the bus then I went to Madrasah an-Nur. I hardly remember what had happened on Monday. The environment here at CFS had definitely changed a lot. There were more people, both sisters and brothers. I wasn't looking forward to buy my meal at UKC anymore as day after day, more brothers are flowing in and out of the cafe. On Tuesday, ENGENIUS Mainboard had a meeting with the line up of committees. There were misunderstandings amongst the committees as they thought that the meeting is at 9 p.m, however, it is not. It was at 9 a.m. So at first the meeting was slow but the paces increased and the m...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t Ada sesetengah perkara, yang lebih baik, untuk kita tidak tahu. Ada perkara, yang lebih baik, untuk tidak diungkapkan. Kerana hati yang mendengar akan tersentuh. Kerana mata yang menerima tindak balas akan menangis. Dan siapa kata menangis itu mudah bagi wanita? Ada pula yang kata, kebenaran itu perlu diluahkan walaupun pahit. Benarkah? Sudah agak lama tidak menulis, sedikit terpaku. Hari-hari yang berlalu di minggu pertama ini sibuk sekali dengan itu dan dengan ini. Sibuk dengan dunia, bertanya jua tentang dunia. Ada perkara, yang tidak perlu kita tahu. Pernahkah kamu mendengar cerita, kenapa air laut pasang surut? Ketika sedang diam tidak tahu hendak berkata apa, ada yang memberitahu akan diriku perihal itu. Kisahnya begini. Pada satu masa dahulu, di dalam laut, ada seekor ikan paus yang sangat besar. Ikan paus ini suka makan gula-gula. Akan tetapi, persisiran pantai dengan kedai yang menjual gula-gula sa...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Sahabatku Aimi Diyana dan Nur Izzati, ingatlah sanad dibawah yang kita perolehi semasa Ramadhan 1472 H bersama-sama di CFS untuk mengamalkan Ratib al-Haddad dan melaluinya juga ijazah semua mu'allafat/karangan Imam al-Haddad. Satu daripada sanad kita yang jumlahnya 15: Murabbi wa Syaikhuna, Ustaz Muhadir bin Hj Joll menerimanya daripada Naib Munsib al-Haddad, Habib Muhsin bin Habib Hamid al-Haddad , beliau menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Habib Hamid al-Haddad , beliau menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Habib Husain , beliau menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Habib Ahmad , beliau menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Habib Abdul Qadir , beliau menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Habib Ahmad , beliau menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Habib Abdur Rahman , beliau menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Habib Ahmad , belia menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Habib Hasan bin Abdullah al-Haddad , beliau menerimanya daripada ayahandanya, Shohib ar-Ratib, Quthub al-Ir...