Hidupku, matiku hanya untuk Allah.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum w.b.t. She cries silently in her room, with the lights on and the fan spins. She sat alone in her room, with the sun down, a night without rain. She had never told her friends, how she felt of leaving. She had never told her family, how she felt of everything. Little that they all know, all the words she whispered to Him. Neither that they all know, all the suffering she referred to Him. The One and Only, the Almighty Rabb. Allahu Rabbi. "How did this happen exactly?" She asked herself. From wires to veins. and oil to blood. From robots to humans, and calculator to stethoscope. "Oh." She thought. It was Allahs' plan for her. And that is what she will be facing. From thick classic English novels, to large volumes of Sahih Bukhari. From a range of classical piano arrangements, to qasidah and recitation of the Holy Quran. She had changed. And the change s will keep coming. Until she b...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Teringat, kali pertama mendengar namanya. Teringat, apa yang terlintas di fikiran. Lalu diizinkan Allah. Perjalanan ke Masjid Ar-Rahman, pertama kalinya menjejak kaki ke majlis selawat, mendengar tausiyah dari Habib yang mulia. Dan selang beberapa hari, mendapat pesanan ringkas. Talaqqi bersama Habib. Berkumpul di hadapan Taman Ilmu dan Budi. Tiada yang lain dalam fikiran, tiada kemahuan selain ke sana. Langkah di atur, kaki melangkah. Walau sendiri, tetap cuba menjadi gagah. Ditakdirkan, istiqamah ketika itu. Allah memberi peluang. Namun wajah Habib tetap Allah selindung. Dari pandangan mata yang penuh dosa, masih tidak dapat melihat Habib tercinta. "Hijab baina muslimin wa muslimat." Akhirnya apabila mendapat izinNya, menatap wajah yang dinanti sekian lama. Hati tenang diulit bahagia, azam teguh ilmu ditimba. Namun kini semua berbeza. Dunia mengalahkanku, ...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Apabila berdoa, maka mohonlah: "Ya Allah, letakkanlah dunia di tanganku, bukan di hatiku." ***** Apabila cemburu merungkai tabir, hati sesak kerana sakit, perasaan marah akan terlahir, segala manis menjadi pahit. Apabila cemburu mula menyala, segalanya serba serbi tak kena, walau bukan salah siapa,  kerana yang cerah sudah gelap gelita. Cukup. Jangan cuba meniru dia untuk mendapat apa yang dimilikinya. Percayalah ia tidak akan berjaya. Berhenti. Jangan cuba menarik hati kawannya. Percayalah ia tidak akan menggugatnya. Sudah. Jangan cuba melihat segala gerak gerinya mencari kesalahannya. Percayalah apa yang dirimu dapat hanya pembuangan masa. Ana pernah, berada di situ. Dahulu. "Kenapakah dia lebih baik dariku?" "Kenapa rezekinya murah berbandingku?" "Apa salahku?" "Apa dosaku?" Bahkan, dosa-dosaku seperti pepasir di pantai. Sedangkan dia...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. This is the work we had submitted to our lecturer. HUSN AL-KHULUQ The akhlaq of Prophet Muhammad Sallallahua'laihiwassalam. With the ethics of Imam Al-Ghazali and Imam Al-Haddad. Written by Amirah Hazwani binti Muhammad Azlan, Fatin Husna binti Hamka, Nur Aini binti Mohd Ghazali, and Inani Najihah binti Mohd Rohim. Under supervision of Sir Alizaman D. Gamon . For those, who love Him and His Messenger. NOTE TO READERS. In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. This piece of work started with a question of what we as a group have to write about 'Akhlaq'. The quest of finding an article was easy as there were so many of them, but, the problem lies in the easiness itself. The next question aroused was which article to choose. After deliberation, we had a simple conclusion. Who own the most perfect akhlaq? By that, a member of our group cited: *we forgot to put the verse* The article chosen...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. It turns out that to write something daily, and to make conclusions out of it is easier than to make an educational post through out the passages. Perhaps, it it just because of the nature of my liking to write things first; or it just how the way people like to read it. However, me and my classmates had previously made a brief summary of the Characteristics of Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h for our Basic Themes of al-Quran assignment. It occurred to me, during Itime that one can have a sophisticated work of journalism if efforts are thrown into it. Not that I don't have the effort now to make another, but the necessity and reality of a minor part of Malaysian students who prefers to read and understand rather than to comprehend and react. What we had done for our assignment was to study a few articles and books about Akhlaq (Good Characteristics) in the point of view of a Muslim - what Muslims suppose to be etc - and what had our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. [Bertarikh 19 September-Rabu] Syarah Kitab at-Tanbih. Perkara yang tidak dibuat Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. Ada dua makna: Pertama, mubah. Kedua, peluang untuk orang yang mampu. ***** Ditakdirkan, hari ini bermula dengan... sangat cepat. Seawal 7 pagi sudah tiada di bilik, sedangkan kelas terakhir bermula pukul 2 petang selepas Zohor. Rabu, menandakan hari pemakaian hijab putih. Cepat sahaja tangan menyarungkan hijab hitam. Bukan melanggar peraturan, tapi memang tiada hijab berwarna lain. Melangkah seorang diri. 3600 saat kemudian, melihat telefon, menelefon Fatin Husna. "Jom, sarapan.” Mendapat persetujuan, menelefon Nur Aini. "Jom, sarapan.” Keduanya minta ditungggu. Khair sahaja. Melangkah seorang diri. Ke Mahallah Zainab al-Jahsy. Pertama kalinya menjejakkan kaki ke dalam common room. Ada pepatah yang ditulis di dinding. Penting, tapi ana lupa. Allah, pelupanya insan ini. Adakah di anta...