Ilham IV: Pencinta hati.

BismiLLAHirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum warahmatuLLAHi wabarakatuh.

 Ketika kami merujuk kepada Syeikh untuk taqdim yang diterima,
kami menerima jawapan:
Tell him that he is crazy.
Tell him, that I love you too.

Syeikh sering menekankan, beliau menyayangi kami. Seperti anak-anaknya.
Masakan tidak, seorang guru di sekolah biasa sahaja sudah menyayangi anak murid mereka.
Apatah lagi seorang Murabbi, yang di bawah tanggungannya kami. Memimpin jalan, menunjuk arah satu persatu menuju Ilahi.


Pencinta hatiku siapa?

Ibu, bapa, keluarga.
Syeikh.

Setiap yang mengajarku dari awal hingga akhir.
Hanya orang yang merasa, dia mengetahui.

Kemudian,
pencinta hatiku siapa?

Ada seorang. Dia mengetahui akanku sebelum diriku lahir.
Dia menangisi akan diriku sebelum diriku mengenali dia.
Dia mendoakan akanku sebelum aku mengaku cinta padanya.

Dengan cintanya, seluruh alam bergembira.

Ya Nabi, Ya Salam.

Tipu. Jika kami mengaku bahawa cinta kami sejak azali.
Tipu. Jika kami mengatakan bahawa rindu kami sudah lama dipupuk di dalam hati.

Sedang, umum mengatakan, tak kenal maka tak cinta.

Bila kami mengenal Baginda .s.a.w?
Bila?

Umur sudah mencecah 20 tahun, hanya 2 tahun kami mengingat rasa itu.
Hanya, 10% dari hidup.

ALLAH.

But people said also, better late than never.

Better you realise it now. Better you try to search for it now.

Who, in this whole world, love you more than anyone else?


It doesn't start just-like-that.
In knowing someone, it have to go through steps.

Step by step.

You can't rush, because you might fall and then stop the journey.

He s.a.w is there.
ALLAH created him s.a.w to know HIM.

Be with those who know.
Be with those who love.

Because it is contagious.
InsyaALLAH.



Last, but not least.
Keep you heart occupied by keeping your mind busy.

A heart is like a house,
when you have a love for one, you can't love another.

Sollu 'ala Nabi!
ALLAHua'lam.

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