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Assalamualaikum. SPM is getting nearer. I don't know what else to say in my blog. OH, I don't drink Ice Lemon Tea that much now. I usually drink one or two glasses of Ice Lemon Tea everyday. But since my birthday, I had stopped. I was addicted, literally, to Ice Lemon Tea. Since I was in standard 6, (6 years now) I kept drinking it whenever I feel sad nor happy, every single time. I looooove Ice Lemon Tea to death. If someone asks me to choose between Ice Lemon Tea and a bunch of money, I'll use that money to buy Ice Lemon Tea. The reason that I stop drinking for a while is, I was afraid of sugar level in my blood. What if I got diabetes? Therefore, I made a decision, to stop for a while. JUST FOR A WHILE.

Assalamualaikum. Baru menghabiskan masa 2 jam belajar Matematik Tambahan. Sangat-sangat mengantuk dan penat.

Assalamualaikum. I hadn't post for a while. Not that this blog have readers, anyways. But memories are meant to be kept. So, I hope I can treasure my memories as most as possible. A few times in my life, I said to myself, "I won't forget this moment." Then, within a certain amount of time, I forgot. Nothing can change though. Not even me and my liking of Ice Lemon Tea. I've read a few blogs now. Some were good, most were not. People posted everything they could think and like of. Songs, pictures, stories, etc. Nice. I thought that I could also do the same thing. But what should I post? For me, this is not like sharing an Youtube video on Facebook. This is far more important than that. I am going to post the first song in my blog. What song would I choose? I think, rethink, and rethink again. And I've decided. This song I've liked for many years. Sometimes I do forgot the title, and I don't listen much of it. But this broken-hearted-...

Assalamualaikum. Saya tak pernah menulis maklumat di blog ini di dalam Bahasa Melayu sebelum ini. Bukan bermaksud saya tidak menyayangi apatah lagi menghormati Bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa ibunda, tetapi kerana kasih sayang dan rasa hormat sayalah, saya tidak mahu membuat kesilapan di dalam penulisan Bahasa Melayu saya di sini. Secara amnya, saya tidak mahu pembaca yang sudi 'menjenguk' blog saya terpengaruh dengan bahasa pasar ataupun bahasa rojak yang sering saya pertuturkan dalam kehidupan seharian saya. Hmm, sudah lama saya tidak menulis. Apay yang perlu diperkatakan? Kehidupan seharian sejak kebelakangan ini sangat sibuk. Dan sejak kebelakangan ini juga, hati saya kerap kali tersentuh. Salah seorang guru saya berkata: "Amirah, awak macam anak saya. Selalu gembira, seperti tiada masalah." Betulkah? Dengan hanya menaip di sini, saya sudah mahu menangis. Semalam, seorang guru memegang tangan saya dan berjalan beriringan dengan say...

I only take advices, from those - who in my opinion - is a wise person.

Assalamualaikum. I arrived at school at 9.50 a.m. Yup, I was late. My classmates were shocked when they saw me entered the class. I was shocked too. Last Friday, most of the Form 5 Muslims went to the mosque and had Qiam for 3 days. It ended the day before yesterday. For me, it was boring at first, irritating in the middle, great after that and normal later. I cried a lot this time compared to the last Qiam. I thought my batch will be all right and find a way back to a peaceful life, but I stand corrected. Yesterday, I received so many complaints until I didn't know what else to do besides listening. As I was listening to Alang's while waiting for teacher to come, the door opened- pushed by someone, and the teacher came in. We were in the room besides our class. The teacher was furious as there were only the two of us in there. Honestly, I just realized it. I JUST REALIZED. People, I was too busy with my brother and trying to find a solution in my head when...

Assalamualaikum. Walawey, I haven't blog in a while now. It was not like there were nothing to say, but the holidays were so damn boring that I lost my time for nothing. Langkawi's trip was great. Sakif actually asked me why I didn't tell him that I will be gone. I don't know what to explain. I was afraid of what he will think of me if I text him every single details. I wanted to, but I couldn't. I don't want to bother him like I don't want to bother Perplex once upon a time ago. First week of holidays. Langkawi's trip - CHECKED. Back home on Wednesday. I woke up late on Thursday so I rushed to my school for a meeting. I was so damn late that by the time I arrived, they were about to leave. Then I came early on Friday for a English class and another meeting for the school's magazine. It was normal at first. Amar showed up and accompany me. All theother crew doesn't show up. Suddenly, Perplex's mother - a teacher - said to ...

Assalamualaikum. Yet again, I cried. I am crying, actually. Life is hard, I know. And I really want to call somebody, but I am afraid. It is late now. I'll feel guilty if I wake someone's up. I had stopped crying. But I will start again soon. I am desperate, I know. Foolish little girl. Bye for now. I'll be back soon.

Assalamualaikum. I just realize I never introduce myself huh? (laugh) Ok, here are common things that I suppose, even my worst enemy know: My name is Amirah Hazwani. Commoners call me Amirah. Family members call me Kira. Really old friends call me Goggles. Teachers call me Hazwani. I was born on 21st October 1993. I live in Shah Alam, Malaysia for 17 years now. I move to SMKAM2 since I was Form 3. You do not know how much I love my school. My 4-years-dream is to be a teacher and open my own private-all-Muslim-high school. And it will be established as: QAISER HIGH. I love Japanese food, influenced by my parents whom studied at Japan. I am workaholic, tachophobia. Few things that I like are: Purple lavender, simulation games, classic English novels. I hate chocolate except for mint chocolate ice cream. I hate when people asks about me behind my back. Few things that I hate are: Ants, rat, late, blood, heights, scary movie. People, Please take note that I a...

Assalamualaikum. There is one particular event that happened to me this day change my perspective in live. I was always thought that, "If I was a top student, I'll be alienated." With that, I never study in advance. I never study more than I should. I kept my knowledge as minimum I can, as a normal student. I know it is weird, but I felt guilty when I got higher mark than my friends. Face it, I only learn a few hour before exam and still, I got the same mark as those who stay up every night and study. I HATE MY MARKS. As a result, I just concentrate at school, so I can basically know what I need to (even some teachers said I always day dreaming, I never did actually). I didn't prepare for exam and just flip the pages in my books. But March test result is killing me. 'Come on,' I said to myself. 7A 3B? Highest in Bio and Perd? Gosh, I DID NOT DESERVE THAT. I was proud for a few second but then, looking at my friends, I felt guilty. Since Form ...