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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Penat. Kesedihanku semakin melarat. Rindu yang semakin memberat, hati bagaikan di siat-siat. ALLAHu rabbi. Kau masih tersenyum mengubat lara, selindung derita yang kau rasa. Senyuman yang mententeramkan, setiap insan yang kebimbangan. Hakikatnya, tak tertanggung lagi derita, di pangkuan isterimu Humaira. Menunggu saat ketikanya, diangkat rohmu bertemu Yang Esa. Tangan dicelup di bejana air, kau sapu di muka mengurangkan pedih. Beralun zikir menutur kasih, pada umat dan akhirat. Dan tibalah waktu ajal bertamu, penuh ketenangan jiwamu berlalu. Linangan air mata syahdu, iringi pemergianmu. Oh sukarnya untuk umat menerima, bahkan payah untuk Umar mempercaya. Tetapi iman merelakan jua, bahawa manusia kan mati akhirnya. Tak terlafaz kata mengungkap hiba, gerhanalah seluruh semesta. Walaupun kau telah tiada, bersemarak cintamu selamanya....

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Biarkan aku terus di pintu-Mu, hingga Engkau berkenan menerimaku. Biarkan aku berdiri kaku, hingga Engkau tiba padaku. ( Syair Imamul Haddad)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Selawat Habib Ahmad Mahsyu Thoha alHaddad I just don't care what people said, I don't want to hear any more complaints. Arabs are Arabs. For three months being here in Cairo, I have less than few minor disturbance. Other than that, I was relatively amazed of the akhlaq of Arabs around me. Simple example, earlier this morning I went to Suq Tsamin along with one of my ahli bait. To cut it short, we went to BKAN Terengganu first before the suq. When I was in the bus, I just realized that, I lost my 200LE. It is equal to RM100. I was stunned. I know it was my fault as I put it recklessly in my pocket. It can easily slipped out when I pull my purse out of it. I was... really stunned. For a few seconds I was thinking of million ways to save money to pay back, as the 200LE was for households items. Suddenly, someone poked me. And the conductor stood besides ...