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Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Yesterday resume today. When sis Aisyah and I walked back to the mosque, they were more people in it. We sat on the place we sat earlier and we both read Ratib al-Haddad together. Usually I would it alone, however, it felt good to have a companion. The dawn had came to its end, Maghrib will arrive soon. I was about to take off my niqab when a sister opened the curtain thus revealing the other side of the mosque. The Muslimeens' side. I waited and the Imam started the zikr and selawat. Just a few minutes after, the do'a for end of the year were recited. All the ma'mum followed the Imam. Subhanallah. After it ended, the Bilal started to azan. Calling all Muslims to pray. It was different than the azan at CFS, however, I shouldn't be expected people to have the same way to azan. Then the do'a for starting of the year were recited. Again, the ma'mum followed the Imam. And we prayed, together. They were few ...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Today, I travelled to: Masijd ar-Rahman, University Malaya. I was planning to go alone, even though I had asked my friends. I just could see the answer "no." And I've been right. I won't lie that it sadden me a little. Little did I thought, I would go with a senior. A sister, if I have to mention. The main reason, and truly, my intention was to attend "UM Berselawat." There's no doubt, it had been arranged by the students there. I had this calm feeling surrounding my heart when I said I am going to "UM Berselawat." It feels like, well, a pray. An honest pray that all of the Muslims in UM always remember our beloved prophet, Muhammad s.a.w. I also noted that there will be two honourable guests, which are Al-Habib Najqmuddin bin Othman Al-Kirid and Al-Habib Ali Zaenal Abidin bin Abu Bakar Al-Hamid. I've never seen them, never had the chance to meet. Now they are close enough, I won't let the opportunity to...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t Ya Allah, berilah rahmat ke atas penghulu kami, nabi Muhammad S.A.W. yang dengan berkat baginda, engkau menyembuhkan hati-hati, menjadi penawar dan menyihatkan tubuh badan juga memberi kesembuhan penyakit serta mengurniakan cahaya penglihatan dan kurniakanlah juga rahmat keberkatan dan kesejahteraan keatas keluarga dan sahabat baginda. Di dalam dunia, penyakit apa yang paling bahaya? Yang merosakkan kebanyakan manusia, yang salah satunya diumpakan seperti api memakan kayu? Tiga penyakit hati, hasad, ujub dan riya'. Tidaklah diri layak membahaskan tiga penyakit hati ini. 'Amar ma'ruf, nahi munkar, insyaAllah sekadar mengingatkan yang sudi membaca dan juga diri sendiri. Diri menyayangi anda semua sebagai saudara, kita sama agama, dekat di hati, jauh di mata. Diri merindui tazkirah anda semua, mengingatkan segala sesuatu. Tegurlah jika ada kesalahan, kecacatan yang jelas di mata. Walaupun mungkin pahit di mulut, tapi manis ter...