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BismiLLAHirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum warahmatuLLAHi wabarakatuh. اللهم صل على سيدنا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه وسلم Pagi tadi, menerima panggilan dari sahabat, moga ALLAH meredhainya. Ditanya kepada kami, "Apa masalahmu?" Kami diam. Pernah dipesan salah seorang guru kami, "Janganlah engkau menceritakan apa yang ALLAH lakukan untukmu. Itu tanda engkau tidak redha akan TUHANmu. Akan tetapi, janganlah pula engkau bersalah sangka bahawa sesungguhnya engkau tidak boleh bercerita apa pun dengan yang lain." Fikir dan difikir. Sesungguhnya semua bermula dengan niat. Niat yang membezakan; adat dan ibadat. Ada yang perlu kami cerita, ada yang tidak perlu. Kami berkira-kira bertanya, "Salah ke hendak mengingati ALLAH?" Ada yang membalas, jangan terlampau difikir. Tak mampu. Kami mengingat kembali kata Syeikhuna. "Love me, I will bring you to RasuluLLAH s.a.w. Love RasuluLLAH s.a.w, then you will reach ALLAH s.w.t. As I am ...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Kaifa hal? :) I am deeply, truly sorry for any inconvenience of my absence for this past few days. I was... not well ;D Please ignore the cigarette ;D Ustaz Zahidi perasan pula >< I was having a fever for a few days before, but I just ignore and swallowed a few panadols every now and then. But on the night of 11th February, I felt... too cold. I was just on my way back to my home from Darasat. Syeikh is not around so I don't have any talaqqi for the mean time except for my Quran classes with Syeikh Syazlie. I text-ed my friend and said that I wanted to go to the hospital. But, the moment I arrived at Hayyu Sabi', immediately I jumped into a taxi and went back straight home. It was pitch black dark literally. There was no electricity at my imarah. And there's no one at home. Creepy~ All right, I was kidding. So I called another friend and went to sleep. It was ...