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BismiLLAHirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum warahmatuLLAHi wabarakatuh. اللهم صل على سيدنا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه وسلم Sebenarnya, aku... takut akan Ramadhan. Benar. Sungguh. Tak tipu. Ramadhan itu suci. Ketua bagi seluruh bulan. Sedangkan aku... Kotor, hati berlumpur. Hitam segala bagai. Mana mungkin aku boleh bersama Ramadhan! Mana mungkin yang suci itu dikotori! Aku tidak menghitung hari. Aku cuma membiarkan saja Ramadhan pergi. Kerana aku takut, dosa yang aku lakukan membuatkan Ramadhan membenci. Cukuplah aku dibenci. Janganlah ditambah dengan kebencian bulan yang paling murni! Sebenarnya, aku... sangat takut akan Ramadhan. Sedikit sebanyak aku menanti Syawal. Bukan, bukan sebab aku ingin merayakan perginya Ramadhan. Bukan. Bahkan aku menunggu Ramadhan yang seterusnya. Jika ajal tak kunjung tiba. Cuma aku malu! Aku malu dengan kealpaanku. Aku malu dengan aku. Hingga ke hujung ini, aku sendiri. Dan DIA memberi. Aku bukan dicipt...

BismiLLAHirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum warahmatuLLAHi wabarakatuh. اللهم صل على سيدنا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه وسلم In addition to my previous seven substitutes (' Amal during haidh ); I would write insyaALLAH an addition of seven more. This is what one might find ease to do during this holy month of Ramadhan. I would try to make it vary from the previous but still in the circle of safeness, :) May ALLAH redha. Substitute number eight. See some movies! Okaay, this is like an eye-opener is it? Well, that is exactly what I intended to do. Once I went to the house of one of my Syeikh here. I met her daughter and that wasn't a very perfect timing -- she was cleaning the house. So I sat in the room to wait for her and she convinced me to watch a movie. A very nice, full-of-lessons movie. Not to mention, it is Islamic! Yeay! So I have to agree with this, a good two hours movie that fills your heart is better than taking two hours of nap because you just don...