I thought...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

I thought...


...that I was happy.

Who wouldn't?
Three months off the campus, at home.
I can do almost everything that I want.


I really did thought...

...that I was happy.

Today, I have been asked;

"Bagaimana dengan iman hari ini? Bagaimana dengan hati?"

These two stop me for a while.



Somehow, I wish, I'll get through a week, without being sad.
But who am I to not be sad?
With the sins I have did, and little more than nothing deeds.
Who am I, to be happy?


Wallahua'alam.

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